Monday, October 5, 2009

22/9/2009 11.56pm

Why do i got so restless this few days? Why now i keep on crying non-stop? i am too emotional? emotional problem? or i am a "TOO MUCH" thinker? Just now he told me he is going out to enjoy as his boss birthday. Why am i so depressed after he told me tat? I did not trust him? No... then?? Why do i get cry so easily? I hate myself for being so annoying sometime.. 是不是我的要求太高了?要求的太过分了?? isit for something that i cant get it also i dont allow he got it?? Am i tooo selfish? mayb this is my characteristic lor... How can i be more open minded and not to think so much? Really tension and stressfull... As baby is coming soon, there are more problem that we are goinng to face.. Haigh.. Why cant he understand me? Or mayb i dun understand him la.. Till now, i still cant accept anything ???? I couldnt give a true answer to myself la... Hope everything is fine la...

2 comments:

  1. wht happen?? why don u share wif someone? don make urself so suffering baby.. so sam tong lar see u like tht..haigh.. pls think positively.. baby is coming out soon.. be strong ya.. muax.. miss u!

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  2. thnk you pheng pheng... ya, sometime resgtless and depressed but duno how can i approach...
    anyhow tq for all u guys de support. luckilyi stil have lots of frens keep concerning me.. thank you ~!!! muaxzz

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