In My Heart You Are Zero~!!!

“ In my heart you are zero “’

What’s the meaning of in my heart you are zero??
Being a lover of someone… your partner told you that in her/his heart you are zero, what that this sentence really mean? I doesn’t really understand bout that but there’s lot of explanation in my mind. Is that mean you are already nothing to him, or you lost everything to him?? Or you are not important to him already?
“ Our relation wont last long if you still continue like that” & “In my heart you are zero” This two sentence which do you think more hurt their relation.? She asked me bout that..
But I really doesn’t know how to answer her.
That girl is married to his husband and they are going to live in a totally different lifestyle comparing before they marry. In this world, there’s two kind of job, that is working very hard to get business, work with their boss to earn money, living with salary,EPF and SOCSO and another one is you earn money without need to pay EPF and SOCSO, easy job and earning fast money, but this take a big risk in living. Risking from government people, risking from other same industry people. And this kind of job need a lot of entertaining with other boss or maybe government people. Those who working in this job will enjoy the night life living. Night life?? Not everyone will understand what is that but this is the fact.They enjoy this kind of life.
Is this job really give them a big future? To be a millionaire? If so, then why Lim Goh Tong if not from this industry?? The one who is in this industry for more than 20yrs or maybe 30yrs living with luxurious life? Big bunglow? Expensive car? Branded accessories?
A lot of maid in their house? NO… NO… NO…. There’s no one in such life.There’s no one example that I have seen. In my mind I always think “Black is forever Black” “you wont get to fight with the White”
At the end those black also try to turn back themselves to white, to illegal business.
Don’t you think so? If so then why wasting your time to get black and at the end you also need to turn back to white? Or can you live the whole life in black? If so, then nothing I can say.
But as I am talking at lot of shit thing no one will understand,this also depends on themselves to see this matter. Someone like the life working in short and flexible hour.
Then got enough $ to enjoy themselves in night life.


That girl asked me “Entertaining people need to take ecstasy pill?” “Just alcohol is not enough?” I doesn’t really know how to answer. By right the girl is right but in his husband heart, this girl doesn’t understand him. And said that this is not a big wrong.
Now taking pill is not a big wrong la. In future play with women in those dirty place also is not a wrong thing la,is just entertaining right?
Drugs really bring a lot of problem in life. They will make you unconscious, make you do wrong decision. The girl admitted to me, last time also because of drugs nearly end up this relationship. But knot back also a lot of problem because many things happen before.
Anything that the man have done wrong,he will mention back the past. The past is a “forever scar” in their life. Anything that might happen in future will also related to the past. I am so sure of this.

He told this girl, after born out the first baby, then only find argue with him, that means you can probably think now he is just look important to the baby, he asked his wife do not hurt his family? What do you think this lady can do to his family? Kill all his family member? Find people to ruin his dad business? Disturb his siblings? I cant think of anything a women can do to hurt his husband’s family.

At the end of the argument, the lady apologize to his husband as she shouldn’t said the word “our relation wont last long if you still like that” …. But his husband just reply “think properly before you said something”. But do you realize there’s more hurting sentences and words that the man had gave to his wife. Did he need to apologize too?
The girl knew that he wont get this simply word “Sorry” in this matter as her husband think he got no wrong. Eventhough is just a simply word but this really give a big different to this little lady. She wont go and ask for it and just hoping one day his husband will understand what she really need.
His husband said his wife not supportive to his living now, not support to his choice of this job, cant accept this kind of living, can’t understand what he need, can’t tolerate with him? Is this real?His wife really doesn’t like this job? Or just the word “TRUST” ruin everything? If there is trust between this girl and his husband, then everything will be fine.